Half-time

Dear Daddy God,

I have been wanting a closure of the role that I was interviewed for, and shortlisted as the final 2 candidates and today I got the closure. That I am not chosen. Hard truth. But so needful. It'll be a lie to say that I'm not affected nor disappointed, but I want to choose to thank you. Thank you Lord for closing the door that You know better would not be suitable for me. That's why it wasn't a choice for me. Thank you Lord that I can trust you knowing that you have better plans for me, to bless and prosper me, and give me a good future. I know that disappointments may linger for a while, but it shall not stop me from believing that this is part of Your good plans for me. You are great at opening doors, and so are You, are closing doors. The doors You closed, NO MAN can open! So there has got to be a reason why You choose to close this door for me. I want to trust You Lord and I know I can trust you Lord! In the midst of everything that I can see, help my heart to see what only faith can see, the unseen abundance of Your great love for me. You never fail, and You wouldn't stop now. Lord, You are real, and You are really good. I pray that I shall continue to keep my eyes on You and believe for the BEST that You have for me.

Amen. 
1st July 2020

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